f of anti-F

Taro Okamoto, who was a japanese famous artist, said that there was a huge difference between freedom of children and freedom of artists. 

Children are literary free to think about something. There is little stereotypes for them. 

Artists, however, have achieved their freedom. 

Everyone has their own shells which hide their naked mind inside. And shells are also their ideals which they hope to be. 

But, sometimes, we can’t balance ideal and real. Some people are even trying to make their ideal shells bigger. So the ideals become estranged from real. 

I wonder if people do try to make their ideal shells bigger or to grow what they really are.

People who always regret and blame others, and others who do not

Everybody might have some friends who are always complaining and regretting something.

I’ll get right to the point. They are the ones who don’t make up their mind by themselves.

To make a final decision is the best way not to regret that thing.

Of course, I know we can never avoid regretting. The biggest difference whether you make a decision or not is whether you will be able to convince yourself in the end.

To consult someone is undoubtedly important. But crying that you can’t decide any way doesn’t make anything.

And mind you, you can accept your past. Or rather, you have to justify your past.

That also means that you are free. You can choose your way freely.

If only you make a decision by yourself in the end, you will be free in your life.

The only thing that binds you is to let someone choose your way.

Ahhhhhhh, I want to go somewhere unknown and far from here.